Overwhelmed!

Here I am on my way to work at 5.30am now.

Sure, I am totally aware that this month will be very tough as I have lots of events happening and it's a month with literally almost no weekend (except NDP). But still, I am feeling overwhelmed! Messy house, kids demanding my time and attention, having little time for the little ones and having to rely on my parents to look after them throughout, feeling the guilt towards my parents as I know that these 2 kids ain't exactly the easiest ones to manage, trying to rush my work and meet tight deadlines. I am just feeling so so so overwhelmed with exhaustion, guilt and fatigue!

I am in desperate need of sleep. But I need to dedicate time for my family too. Being exhausted, there are a few times that I have raised my voice at the kids because of their naughty behavior. But I know they are just seeking my attention. Boy! I really feel so so so bad!

I know the situation will become better. Just a difficult passing phase now. Okay, enough ranting for now. Time to work!

Hope I can see the rainbow soon!