My firstborn held tightly to me this morning and cried. She said she want mummy to stay at home, want mummy to fetch her from school.
Then my mum told me that my firstborn told them that she cried in school twice today because she missed me. And my girl told me personally again when I came home. OUCH!
She wants my time, wants me to play with her and give her undivided attention. Oh! But i have work to rush which I brought home and I have to keep the kids out of the study room to focus on my endless work.
Amidst all these, it was a rough day at work today. I felt unappreciated and was made felt worthless.
Returning to the workforce, I always have a wish, that is, to balance between work and family. But it seems that this little wish is so much to achieve. And I do not seem to be making either sides work.
Arghhh!!! I loathe this feeling. I hope I can see the rainbow soon.
I know one thing for sure though. I have a supportive hubs and kids who love me more than anyone else. And I love this family too!
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